For those who don’t know I’ve been a bit inactive and this journal is going to partially explain why. Just a little while before Christmas I snapped on one of my family members and I am going to be going to court soon over it my family was kind enough to forgive me but the long arm of the law is not as much. I’m facing about 1 year of juvi and 2 years prison time. My family and my lawyer are going to push for community service which will probably be about 100 hours total. I feel horrible about what I did not because I got caught but because I hurt them so I will be spending time about 1 time each week seeing a psychiatrist to hopefully get my emotions in check. On top of that I’m grounded from all of my electronics besides my school computer which I’m using now to type this. The reason I snapped is because I have an addiction to the computer and with all addictions people become irate and hostile so I’m going to be offline for a little while to do some self searching to organize my time better because I was spending up to 14 hours on the pc at a time and that’s not healthy. So with all this said I don’t know when I might be back might be soon or a while from now. All I hope is that I can learn to better control myself.
As you may have picked up on I have two projects that are public and one that is a a bit of a secret but I will spoil it a little (All of which are on hold btw)
Project Dimensional Shift – 25%
Project Pmd oatcats – 15%
Project pmd atci – 2%